Sometimes no matter how hard I try to be positive and proactive, there are days when I just don't want to do this any more. Today was one of those days. I am so tired of doing this on my own. I'm tired of people telling me it will get better or it will sort itself out in the end. Tired of the 'keep your chin up' and 'you're doing just great' comments. My chin is on the floor and I'm not doing great. I'm struggling. I'm tired.
I know it's probably just a post viral low. And I know it's probably due to a lack of exercise. I can't do anything about either of these things right now. I'm still bloody coughing and wheezing. I don't have time to still be ill.